tell me that it's over
and i'll be the first to go
don't want to be the last to know


somehow i think i should just keep everything to myself instead of telling you how i feel cos i dont think it means anything to you at all. it really doesnt, does it ? i just dont wanna care anymore. im tired of everything.

im just glad i have my brudders with me who care (: i dont know why im up so early today. didnt get much of sleep last night but oli was nice and talked to me on the phone. haha. so fast and the sch hols are over. how irritating :|

i just wanna liveeee .. okay, that was so random. was watching the video of that song on mtv.

im hungry :(

spinning>> you and me - lifehouse

hear the sound of the falling rain
coming down like an armageddon flame

hhmm, i've been too lazy to blog or rather no time to blog. my holiday hasnt been productive at all. i've been going out, rollerblading with oli, staying home and whatnot. i need a haircut like NOW, my hair's so fugly and the weather's sucha killer.

out with siwei ytd (: fun fun fun day out. we went mini-shopping and i busted my money on a skirt but i like it.. and i bumped into her at ssc just now. lol :D

somehow i dont know whether i should feel happy or.. argh about ahemahem. i shall just refer the person as ahemahem from now on. no names mentioned, so keep guessing ;) thank god, i think ahemahem wont read my blog. okay enough abt ahemahem. i miss seeing ahemahem anyway :(

shall go watch amazing race or some dvds now.

spinning>> holiday - green day

im not okay
im not okay
im not okay
you wear me out
you really do :( i miss you.

spinning>> im not okay (i promise) - my chemical romance

i'm about to sign you up
we can get right before the night is up

we can get right, get right. haha i like this song (: i prefer the remix though. okay so today i woke up for sch arnd 6plus and realised my right eye was puffy and big. lol, i looked like a f-ing goldfish and i couldnt see properly. dad asked me not to go sch and i went to the doctor just now.

came back home and here i am. downloaded songs and whatever, gonna watch the spongebob movie on dvd after im done with this entry. heh :D i sounded like a 5year old kid or sth. goodness :/

spinning>> get right remix - j.lo feat. fabolous

lol, i decided to take away the damn entry.
thank god for blink 182 :D
you're already the voice inside my head, i miss you miss you.

now hush little baby, don't you cry
everything's gonna be alright
stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
daddy's here to hold ya through the night

my day's pretty boring. weini's telling me that chinese o's is in what ? 84 days i think and i STILL dont feel the urgency to study for chinese. okay, i just read thru and stuff but its not enough, is it ? i kind of gave up hope on my chinese, its just.. hopeless. lol. should have just taken syllabus B :/

okay nvm. had to stayed back for chinese compo thing and my goodness, its the most boring class ever. the china lady goes on talking NON-STOP and super fast. i dont even get a thing she's saying. siwei and i were just laughing and entertaining ourselves at the back of the class. oh well :| im pissed cos i cant download any song right now. stupid software.. !@#$%^.

im kinda dreading the con four camp this weekend. okay, i just realised my entry IS public and people do read them. but then agn, i can miss probably half of it cos i've got sth ON ON ON :D okay whatever with that. i think im kinda outta my mind today. slap me.

[EDIT] i'm so happy now :D well, i DO feel bad for the things i've said. and that you're treating me better now and i do see the change. i just hope it's not a temporary.. treatment or whatever. thanks _____.

spinning>> mockingbird - eminem

thank god its FRIDAY tmr. wow, the week passed really fast this week.

test yesterday and today. wasnt too bad except for the chinese test :| i cant wait for the march hols but i realised it wont be much of a holiday since i still have to go back to sch for extra classes and stuff. plus the con four camp.

HITCH-ed after sch today with clare, siwei, irene and gracey (: the movie was pretty nice, some parts were hilarious but MAD people sitting behind us were laughing so hard like they never seen sth funny before. lol, oh well :/ thats probably the only good thing that happened today (besides laughing at oli abt her __) HAHAHAHA ;)

had drumming after that. thats abt it. im so tired of sch :(
hhmmm. i m___ you. do you ?

spinning>> i melt with you - mest